I was told recently by my cardiologist that I need to go on disability. I'm sitting here feeling sorry for myself and trying to start writing my letter of resignation to my company. This has been my happiest place of employment. I have been blessed for many years to do many types of nursing, but being a community psych nurse has been the most personally fulfilling. Hardest letter I have ever had to write. Having been born with some disabilities, I've been on both sides of the bed rails, and had more than a few surgeries performed on me, but the rehab I am facing from being a working person sickens me. Wish me luck, lads.