As I told you in a PM, putting our, part GSD, dog down was the hardest thing I have ever been involved in, and I was involved in major medical decisons with respect to each of my own dying parents. It has been a couple of years and I still miss her and will never forget her.
But you were a good master to your dog in doing what you did. And it is the nature of dog-human relationships for things to come to that point. It is the cost of the wonderful things dogs bring to us and I hope that we bring them. It is a cost that is very hard to bear and the sadness is inescapable.
It is comforting to me that dogs live solely in the present. They do not worry about the future including death like we do. Your dog was probably very happy to be with you and not worried about any loss of that is every second of her life even at the end.
But you were a good master to your dog in doing what you did. And it is the nature of dog-human relationships for things to come to that point. It is the cost of the wonderful things dogs bring to us and I hope that we bring them. It is a cost that is very hard to bear and the sadness is inescapable.
It is comforting to me that dogs live solely in the present. They do not worry about the future including death like we do. Your dog was probably very happy to be with you and not worried about any loss of that is every second of her life even at the end.