You, and those like you may take home a salary, but there is no compensation that covers what the job does to you. I tell my wife that I have NO regrets about missing out on the career I "thought" I wanted. NONE.I hear what you are saying. The compliments are very much appreciated, but it's difficult to receive them I guess, for many different reasons. Be it the intense scrutiny we have received all year, or because we know we get paid for it in the back of our minds. And I'm sure, the subconscious feelings of guilt for the ones we couldn't or didn't save have something to do with this also.
It is what it is.