I am wondering if someone can help me understand how to use a bladder filler. I am frustrated because I cannot "see" how much ink is in the bladder. A few times I thought I had filled the pen properly but it turned out I had only wet the nib. It seems I can only get ink into the bladder if I "pump" it, but I guess that injects ink back into the bottle, which risks contamination. Should I make my peace with the bladder or just see if I can find a piston version that fits? Any thoughts would be most welcome, and thank-you in advance!